...has been deleted???

adoiyaiiii it takes me one whole year to really do this things....for some people it might nampak simple n easy to do...but as for me..it feels like half of me has been deleted...4 years of memory can u imagine how i felt??...but yesterday i put my courage n press the delete button....waarrgghhhhh....sedeyyy nyer...but for what kan..??? dia pun tah igt atau tak lagi...memori kat fon boleh la delete..kat otak ni camner lak nk delete???...huhuhuuhu the only way to do is to install new memory which is way way better than the previous one....

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REDblack 11.11.11

You're My Everything by  Santa Esmeralda

Na na na na ... 

You're my everything 

The sun that shines above you makes the blue bird sing 

The stars that twinkle way up in the sky 

Tell me I'm in love, when I kiss your lips 

I feel the rolling thunder to my finger tips 

And all the while my head in a spin 

Deep with in I'm in love 

You're my everything and nothing 

Really matters but the love you bring 

You're my everything 

To see you in the morning with those big brown eyes 

You're my everything 

Forever and the day 

I need you close to me 

You're my everything 

You never have to worry never fear 

For I am near when I hold you tight 

there's nothing that can harm you in the lonely night 

I'll come to you and keep you safe and warm 

Yes, so strong my love 

You're my everything 

I live upon the land and see the sky above 

I'll swim within oceans sweet and warm 

There's no storm my love 

another date to remember....

11.11.11 - I still remember..few years back i was thinking tht i wud want to get married on this beautiful date..not only this date actually ...my dream start from 101010..then i move on to 111111...now its finally coming yet am not even a step closer to a marriage...yeahh dont even mention about tht...i still dont have any particular guy whom i can imagine wud be my groom...hahahhaa

.......................KESIAN kannn...hahhhahhhahaha.....

But then I realize it's just a number. It mean nothing..( actually sedih la jugak kan...)....and for when will be the big day for me...its all in Allah hands...only He knows what is the best for me....

Patut Saya Pergi????

<< satu hari dalam perjalanan >>
kiter tade sape sape kat sini lagi...itu salah satu sebab kiter nk pegi dari sini...my BFF sumua dah kawen...DAH TU SAYA NI SIAPA??? hahah perlu jujur atau tidak???...hahah jawapan selamat ehh awak kawan kiter la..seseorang yang senang kiter luangkan masa together-gether ahakss...lain la kalau awak tu pakwe kiter..opss terlebey sudey   tp x cukup kuat reason utk kiter stay kat sini.huhu..kiter rasa tade life kat sini...[ dua tahun kat sini ..baru first time luahkan rasa kat seseorang ]


TAPI biler patut kiter pergi yer wak?? kalau kiter pergi jer buat keras hati boleh tak?? for the past few months i keep thinking the same question..ala pedulikan jer org lain..


arrghhh awak tolong la kiter wat keputusan..[ rasa cam esok jugak nk pergi tapi i dont know why ..im afraid to take tht deceision...]..ape ehh...what is the feeling yg mcm tak boleh nk letgo...pakwe pun takde. ape ehh...


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Saya :..kenapa nak pegi?
Kite :...tah la rasa tak de sape2 kat sini..rasa tak bahagia..
Saya :..so ..ape yg buat awak tak pegi lagi..kan ke dah ada
      reason tu...ok ape..pegi ke tempat yg boleh buat awak   
      bahagia.
Kite :..tah la awak...ada satu perasaan yang mcm tak bg kiter 
      pegi.. separuh suh pegi jer...separuh lagi suh stay..kiter 
      pun tak tahu ape
Saya :ape nyer lagi...awk jer boleh buat diri awak bahagia..nape 
      nk fikir pasal org lain..perasaan org lain...
Kite :hurmmmmmmmmmm...tapi bahagia ke kalau kiter pegi??
Saya :..kadangkala perlu ada perubahan untuk awak tgk dan nilai 
      diri awak ..dari perspektif dan persekitran yang lain  
      pula...
Kite :...baiklah..kali ni adalah yang terakhir..keputusan akan 
      diambil dalam tempoh terdekat..yakin nyer dier..






apela yang kiter bebelkan ni yer wak...tak munasarawak langsung...perkara cam ni pun tak leh pikir ke...adoiyaiii...hmm kalau itu yang korang pikir...nak tahu ape jawapan kter??...SUKER HATI KITER LA NI BLOG KITER..SAPE SUH AWK BACE..ni tempat untuk kiter kuah luahkan perasaan..nak luah kan org susah..nk kene jaga amik hati [takkan kambing pulak eheh ]....hahahha peace no war !!!

Raining inside out!!!

Ouuccchhh...it hurts..really...feel like crying...huhuhuh my heart full of dark clouds already...same like the weather outside the window...looks like its gonna rain...ohh my..how can u be so sensitive..i even cannot see his face...huhuhuhuh actually heart...how do u feel??? do u like him that much??

Let It Go

To let go doesn't mean to stop loving and caring, it just that we can't do it for someone else, not to cut ourselves off but just realize that we can’t control others, not enable but just to learn from natural consequences, to admit powerless as the world is not in our hands,[ Allah knows best] not trying to change or blame one another but just to make the most of ourselves, not only to care for but to careabout, not to fix but to be supportive, not to judge but just to allow another to be a human being, not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies, not to be protective but to permit another to face reality, not to deny but to accept facts, not angry, scold, or argue but instead to find out our own shortcomings and correct them, not to adjust everything to our desires, but to take each day as it comes, and to cherish ourselves in it, not to regret the past but to grow and live for the future, just get less fear and to love more.

P/S: …..let go n leave to Allah…wht u can do in the meanwhile …u focus on improving ur life so tht u cud achieve something tht r benefial to others especially d people u love . . .!

sentap kah saye???

sensitif kah saye???? [..tp lately cam slalu jer..adakah sbb putus sudah kasih syg...atau umo ku ini owhh tidak...heheheh.]
tak la sangat..cuma ada masa ada ketika ada keadaan [ cam same jer maksud nyer heheheh ]


slalunye la kan...sensitip ni jadi kalau orang-orang [ ehh bukan kat sawah tu yer ] yang rapat dengan saya...yang bak kata omputih leaving their footprints in my heart hahahahahah .....yang saya ske [ like n love ewahhh ] haaa diorang ni la yang membuatkan saya cepat tersentuh...sensitif..SENTAPP..huhuhu


kalau pakwan  org lain ...ada aku kisah??..hahahaha takde makne nyer nk sentapp ngan tah sesape....!!!!