let it go...

i know..half of me can't [ don't want actually...] let him go...i am still afraid that i will loose him [ dah putus pown...dah lost pown....huhuhu ] ........ that's y... beratus2 sms nyer masih ada [..saper nk tolong delete..tak tergamak rasanyer..huhuhu]....camner nyer...perasaan nk buang ada tp takut kehilangan..[ ...korang paham x?..] huhuhuhuhuh i thought im ok but ..its still hurts...OMG!! camner yer....tp its all up to me rite...its all depends on me.. perlukah pengganti untuk melupakan ini????